BiLA RESAH HAdiR tANPA Di UNdANG...

ENTAH..…senja yang terlalu panjang sehingga minda terdetik memujuk jejari meluahkan kegusaran yang menerjah ketenangan hati..lewat senja yang semakin jauh berlalu menagih beribu2 jawapan untuk segala soalan yang masih belum bisa terjawap-sehingga saat ini. Jiwa kian resah menghitung setiap saat dan minit yang berlalu, justeru memaksa kita agar terus menghadapi hari2 yang kian mendatang. Tanpa kita mampu untuk menahan agar SEMALAM itu bisa MASIH MENJADI HARI INI…Hari ‘ESOK’ kita lupakan agar ia bisa hadir seminggu atau sebulan kelak. Terlalu lemahkah aku dengan segala ujian ini…terumbang ambing dikala badai kecil melanda. Arggghhh, mengapa harus aku berfikiran sedemikian di saat2 awal perjalanan ini? Takutkah aku kepada sebuah kegagalan…Egokah aku seandainya akan ada manik2 jernih membasahi kelopak mata seorang Adam seperti aku. Pelbagai andaian yang terlalu drastik untuk dihakimi dikala minda masih bercelaru.
Apapun, aku bahagia di saat jiwa aku seringkali terguris… Keterlukaan yang menjadikan aku semakin tabah menghadapi segala ujian yang bakal diberi Petara nuju aku..(aikkkk..terjaku Iban pulak..sah hilang fokus dah). Sorry… Mana ada kehidupan tanpa pancaroba, tanpa Dugaaan, kan? Sebab tu lah ada istilah “Temuduga”…pasal masa kita pi interviu tu, dia orang belum KOMPOM la nak ambik kita ni keja….tu yang masih LOM jugak keja perintah sampai la sat ni. Ishhh, makin la buat aku sakit jantung biler terkenangkan topik keja perintah nih..Puiii, malas la taip memanjang. Sabor jer….HiDuP dALAM BLuEs aje la jawepnyerr.
Hari yang berlalu (wahhh, jiwang balik), tanpa disedari. Sedar tak sedar, my second dj Junior dah setahun umur dia..Cehh, kiut betul. Cian dia (ERVIN RIQ RICHIE), asyik2 kena buli brader dia…(ERWIN RYANRICH…sat ni dia dah 2 tahun 4 bulan). Tak terasa la pulak…Macam baru semalam je aku bepeluh time menyarungkan cincin perkahwinan, kena pulak time kat atas stage selepas agenda potong kek kawin (konon Pose Istimewa)…abang aku SAKAT aku Kissing bini aku depan khalayak ramai…waiseeh, pandai malu kucing pulak aku time tu, sedangkan masa Date dulu, aku buleeh auto cium pipi bini aku..Hahaha. Tapi seronok la masa bercinta dulu, kena pulak mem aku ‘jek’ konon nya aku ni spesis Romantik. Mau nya tak bangga weeh! Kalau Dr Mahadir kena pujian yang sama pooon, buleeh tersenyum memanjang.***harap2 bini tak baca la Entry ni..:)
Melalut kan Entry aku ni..sekejap bahasa jiwa bangsa, bahasa jiwang2, sekejap bahasa ibunda, speaking London entahapaentah….but to be honest, atleast perasaan gusar gue sudah bisa dilupuskan sedikit demi sedikit. Dulu masa sekolah dulu pooon Cikgu ada bagi petua, kalau takde tempat nak luah perasaan geram/benci/meluat etc…..tulis je kat secebis, dua tiga cebis kertas. Lepas tu kompom reda minda…ada lojik la jugak petua Cikgu aku tu. Mmm, kalau la aku mampu, dah lama dah aku bagi dia Award Cikgu Terbaik Dalam Planet Bumi ni.

To all, God luv U guys. Thanks 4 reading. Glad to share some photos below…

Richie..'times wait for no man'. He is 1 yrs old now..

Ryan....manchal & manja....He call me by name Daddy Yang..Coz he do sayang me a lots, I guess. haha...K la, spesel name that created by my own anak. Bangga la jugak :)

Both enjoying their ice-cream corn, waiseeh, 8pm makai aiskrim? Hebat...(neway, juz RM2.50 X 2 aja bah...No worry bout dat figure.)Photo below??? Yeah, rushing from my Boss function after hundreds of 'koling ober' from Jay & ijau lelayang...Coordinator of radiokitai.com begempuru bbQ on the same nite. Piiih, busy mengalahkan Ketuai Kampung aja aku tok. Haha..siap ngena baju sponsor Johnny Chuat (boss majalah Pegari, Bintulu) We are fren for about almost 7 years..Dat time I was still 'dj muajai mati enggai'(catsFM) when diz friendship began.

Kaban radiokitai.com....from letf (mmm, lupak pulak, coz dia ni adik kepada si baju Grey tu..tengah, 'keranjai manuk'...baju Grey 'mr j.m'...semua nama2 yang pelik boleh dijumpai masa kita forum kat radiokitai.com.

Menu....mmm, 'manuk pansuh' & ikan keli panggang plus...'Ngongot aka miki-maus' (sensored weeh)

This pic was taken at 01.30am....saja bagi effect black & white...macam Family Photo zaman 1973 pulak...haha. From left - dj Daniel, me myself, dj Jimbu, (seated)-ijau lelayang & Jay..Thx la 4 Jay (& famili) for the menu. The nite to remember :) 1.45am i speed steadily..to my home sweat home.

N yesterday......ONE of my fren. Kartunis Iban (Bintulu)...sent me an cartoon artwork...nice touch N make me smile instead. Thanx Brader Liam :)

CAtAtAN PERjALANAN...SARAtOK

Thnx GOD...A safe & precious journey :).. Departed Kuching 11am on 15 Oct. Arrived 'simpang Saratok' quater to 5pm.. While on board, apa agi, layan ZZZZZ. Plus kena pancak aircorn+green scenery+NO BEER+NO topik agi ka dikerandau=last2 layan mata. Mata bila dah over dilayan, sampai ka lanjur ari Simpang Saratok.Salah kami duai ga x sound awal2 ngagai dreba bas nya...Luckily bedau jauh ari Simpang Saratok. Ujung2, jalai kaki..(hahaha..nya baru bencer!!). Mmmmm, terlintas di pikiran aku, andai la Mariah Carey bisi sama dalam bas nya... memang aku tak akan tidur punya. Toleh jak sekeliling bas....nadai siku pun iras2 Mariah Carey, macham indai Mariah bisi lah..mau tak aku makin mengantuk. Peda sebelah kiba, Penanyi dah lama dah layan mata......

Nyaah lapa...ka amat tinduk dalam bas. Ngelebus simpang Saratok..1/2km bejalai kaki :)

Ka betemu enggau Tn Kunsil ApaiUmbart...mmm, out of office. Bisi function ba Rumah Panjai Jelaing..ApaiUmbart dulu 3 jam ari kami...more stories, click ngagai blog ApaiUmbart (but ONLY for selected reader aja...:)Ka masuk ngagai ULU AWIK..Pity those folk. Totally NO mobile communication coverage available :) ON hphone pan semina ngayahka bateri aja..Off jak la...:(APA kes tok??!! Sampai bebuka seluar/baju..Isshh!! Details ba LINK below :Bila meda baru gambar tok, aikkk, baru perasan. Semuaaaaa indu paduhal. Waiseeehhh, kira 'adik' aja la nya nihh. Kemana lah menghilangnya ke berumur 20-an nya? X kan la semua dah belaki nguai kot. Masa snapshot tok, begau bala ibu ngasuh anak sida iya sama begambar. K la....atleast sempat bekelala enggau bala peninga WAifm ari Rh Unding, Sg Jirak Kabo.Again this photo...tuchum kediri aku meda. WHY? Hahahaha...baru aku perasan bc 'djM.A the junior' ba belakang nya..Almost 85% sama stail posing agi nya.MORE photo...about me & Saratok, Klik DitU : http://s303.photobucket.com/albums/nn126/muajai/A%20jOURNEY%20tO%20SARAtOK/?action=view&current=52c00e07.pbw

TOK pulak view tempat keja..bila dah pedih pala...:) Christ ( Grafik Artis)Penanyi.....X kan x kenal kot......Org ari Sri Langka aja yg x kenal Its ME.....the owner of this blog. hahaha.

Thx dude for drop by. A little sharing of my 'PEjALAi SiNGkANG kAKi AkU...'

COMMENT..Komen..Kumen....

ATLAST, problem solved. U may 'Leave Ur Comments' in this blog finally..Guessing, maybe setting lari ba..Or semengat blog tu lebang maya pengerami Deepavali!!
Update 'my Saratok adventure' very soon....C ya!

YET...STILL NO COMMENTS :(

Blur..U might experienced badhair day today after u reach any of my entry..U r allow (actually) to speak ur heart out by scratching my 'leave a comment'....luv 2 hear comments from my reader,but sad,u cant 2 do so....Cracked my head oredi to find a solution. N its depress me in the end...pity me!If u happen to be the one that can help me out from this silly game,pls emel me....First emel received,(if u r gals,i dun mind 2 kiss u.hahaha)n if u r jantan..belanja Cola jak lah :)

ROCkiN..KiCkiN SARAtOk tOWN 15-17 Okt!!

SARAtOK...... Waiseehh, k ka? Dun kno. Chill out time! Hope to meet LONG LOST FREN Of MiNE (X-Komagians) ...John Idi & the rest :)

U R from Saratok??? Yeahhh, jom join the ride.

Neway, jot some entry very soon...a trip to Saratok + plus some photos. Yeahh, let the picture tell everything anything.

ACtiVitiES LASt COUPLE WEEkEnd...

MONDAY la today....Apuuuu...Layan gambar lanskap lok sebedau meda pic bukai... Meeting Iban Baru & Ruai Kitai.Com forumers at Batu 3 Kuching......Of course the intention was not on me, but those gals on the right side..hehehe..Don bula me la dude...Neway, that nite, juz chitchat & makai2..Thanks to Iban Baru...unggal Merekah Fajar ke udah nyadi coordinator.

Again..pulai Kampung. Luckily...no long queue... Manah fengshui this time around..Pasar Sebangan, Sebuyau (Ikan Masin Paradise..)....'Murah & mayuh bansa ikan...pemilih aja, ikas mih pala agung bisi,' nunda ko jaku ini aku...

Ruai view.....Rh panjai Kpg Klait, Sebuyau.

Nya iya....Dinner baru nih. Hahaha....Pulai nyawa bau thinner!!

Supposingly, photo tok tuchi besai 8R nyaaaa, laban ke semija ngau penanyi nya baru! Semadi tak sama laki, enti nya indu....jengjengjeng...nadai apapa lah....minta sain jari iya aja ga..(alu ka saspek aku nih, ninga jengjengjeng nya...hahaha)..Next to me, Mr Jed (Boi..), kaban ari rumahpanjai.com.....sama Kelab Libapul ga. Normal baaa, bila dah 10pm+++...'minyak' dah angat.hahahaha.....dance floor sekut gasak mamas+papas Blues..:) 'ONE GO dulu....nya baru aku tau ngau orang kin bedansa...hahaha...' See?? Maxwel F.Saran really crowd-puller!! Bangga baaa. Lagu Enti Pengerindu Udah Beserangan.....ni enda bala ibuk asai ke biak baruuu...assapai! Haha..kaban kena tarit mama belus betanda...... Jejak Kasih enggau kaban X-Komag suba (Mathew Maling), kira tamang aku lah.....aikkk..mit mih Kuching tu nih, tau betemu ba dia ga... RABAN MAYA.....energetic & power show.....ari pun sampai tembu pengawa.Nya iya bulih...sori la, lelak kaban begigaka ke cord lag maya ke nunda keyVoice aku...hahaha. Kasih mat, ba anang ngasuh M.A belagu! Kompom kucarkacir punya.......kak ke LinkinPark, Lefthanded, MAY...enti aku belagu, kumpum sida begaru pala niunka cord aku.....Patutla aku alu enda nyadi penanyi (angkat bakul tok..!!) 2.00am.....lepak rumah Maxwel.....Dibai orang ngulam tetumu pagi. Alahai....Asam laku mai....timun agi mayuh, kak?? (neguk wai-wai.....puni lagi..) *RAHSIA tOK* Tok lah rasia & petua ngasuh kitai enda mabuk!! Maya orang kisuk besadungke ai, kitai tinduk....."ngelu pala tu ahhhh, kasih ke aku mih, gali enda lama, auk..." Hahaha...trick tok. Lagi pun, aku ukainya a Good drinker punnnn. 4 tin aja dah ulih ngasuh aku speak London very well. Luckily, aku ON AiR tengahari ari Enam nya. MMM..photo lam Opis WAIfm....sebedau gi Konti. Ba penama Konti..Mungkin dah bendar dimalam.....besemangat aja melangkah ke konti! Sunday.....Hahaha..aku jadi barber. Ngempat buk aki, entua laki, Ryan & Richie...hahaha, bangga mai iya bebuk baru. Nya pun kami rasuah iya bemain enggau apai Ketam (dah buai Kepit lah..), siap da mandi, aku jek agi ngena aiskrim sekontena. Hepi kawan. Richie begunting ga, paling lama dilayan. Assapai..! Siap 2 iku assistant aku ngetan pala iya. (photo Richie?? stok dulu lah..) "Tak sangka...ensem ga aku selepas digunting daddy aku...." Bepeluh barber...Rest lok.

....Still belala cuti & otak agi blur. Yet, too much QuEStiON....where to get the ANSWER? Till 3.00pm today...too much input of 1Malaysia concept.....me myself? Tengah pecah pala mikir macam ni mau setel keja seminggu2 tok....Konsep 1Minggu 'setel keja'? Waiseh...Hope so.Lately, i juz gasak all my entry dengan bahasa campur2..kira mcm konsep 1Msia lah...At first, thought of using 'standard Iban'....to formal is killing me too. Afterall, yet blogging is another fine way to stress ur sakit hati, kegusaran di hati, termakan hati.....BUt WHEN uR ON BOARD...please..berHATI2 di Jln RAYA!
K la...4get dat...Baru dah share some photos-bout family, life, frens, kitty....indai mayau ga..hehehehe..(indai Mayau aku kurus lahhh...over dieting. Still remember Cicie?? nya la nama indai Blues nya..OPsss..indai mayau nya.)

:) Dat all Dude....ila ngadu Entry baru. Ka nyadi ikan duyung asai iya tu..nyamai, diau dalam ai aja. nadai keja, nadai penanggul, nadai hphone....x perlu reload belama.. (tapi..enti aku jadi duyung....ni ulih gawa nyadi dj agi...ni Laja ka ngambi duyung gawa WAIfm....ENDA jadi lah...jadi M.A baru ga aku...:)

ENDA BERASAi Ai MAtA NAYA....

theborneopost :
theDeadly wasps kill two siblings Mother, eldest child and brother-in-law survive attack but remain in ICU in serious condition

KUCHING: Tragedy befell the family of a car mechanic after two of his three young children were stung to death by a swarm of wasps near their home on Saturday.
In the 5.15pm incident at the Sungai Moyan flat complex in Batu Kawah, also stung were the mechanic’s wife, eldest child and an 11-year-old brother-in-law, all of whom are now in the Intensive Care Unit (ICU) of the Sarawak General Hospital in serious condition.
The dead were identified as Chen Sze Ying, a girl aged six, and her three-year-old brother Chun Jie, while the injured were identified as housewife Tan Wan Chew, 29, her eight-year-old daughter Sze Ting, and Tan’s youngest brother Chia Boon, 11.
Chun Jie and his mother were said to have been stung over 30 times all over their bodies, while the others suffered between 10 and 20 stings, also all over their bodies.
The five of them had earlier been taking a walk together on a land clearing behind the flat complex, and were believed to have been attacked after straying too close to a large hive etched on a boulder on the ground.
A 30-year-old neighbour identified only as Zarina, who lives on the ground floor unit directly beneath the victims, told The Borneo Post yesterday how she witnessed the deadly wasps’ attack of the five after hearing loud screams.
“You could actually see the wasps attacking the family as they were running away. All of the children managed to make it back to the flat complex except the youngest boy, who collapsed on the ground,” recalled Zarina, adding that she had known of the existence of the hive and had always reminded her children never to venture out into the area.
“The mother ran back to rescue him, but ended up being stung again, and collapsed three times before making it back to safety with her son,” Zarina said, adding that she immediately rushed out of her unit to help them.
She said when she reached them she was shocked by the severity of their injuries.
She said all the children were unconscious by that time, and Wan Chew was frantically relating the incident on her handphone to her husband, who was on his way back from work.
At that moment, Zarina’s husband arrived back home and, after learning of the incident, decided to rush all the victims to the hospital using his pickup truck.

A SAD ENDING DRAMA FOR THE FAMILY....

Tembu macha, lama aku tegenung & cuba 'memahami perjalanan' penusah ke nyadi nuntung sida semenyanak di atas nya. ULIH AKU BAYANGKAN, SITUASI DI MANA SIDA MEMANG ENGGAU NAKA ULIH KA NYELAMATKA NYAWA DIRI. PENUSAH KE UKAI DIPINTA SERETA ENDA DISADANG NYADI...

Sengaja aku BOLD & HIGHLITE CHURA MERAH artikel ba atas, the MOST CAUGHT MY INTENTION. Arghhh..nya mih kehidupan :( Kitai enda ulih ngadang nama penusah sereta bila penusah nya tau nyadi ba kitai...

Maya tu, aku enda tepansutka leka jaku, minda enda keruan. Ngenang penusah ke baka nya..Ukai munyi ngajih rangkang ngachuk mata, tang nya penusah ba orang....penusah ba kitai empu, bedau temu ni maya tau datai ngundang kitai. Meruan besampi ngambika Petara semampai ngemataka KAMI sereta SEMUA KABAN, PANGAN....ngambika di iar ari sebarang penguji.

Jauh dalam ati diiiiin besampi, enti sema pemedis ke sebaka nya 'bakal' nyadi ba aku, sebiar aku minta (rela & redha)......"sengat/kethup/ mih aku, tang anang ANAK-ANAK aku. .."